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The Horses Stayed Behind 2015

The Horses Stayed Behind is a WW1 Centenary project by Cat Auburn, and the entry point for a deep line of research within her art practice.  The project’s development and realisation was supported by the Tylee Cottage Artist Residency (2014/15), The Sarjeant Gallery Te Whare o Rehua Whanganui (NZ) and funded by Creative New Zealand. The Horses Stayed Behind was the winner of the Best Regional Exhibition Award at the 2016 New Zealand Museum Awards and has been exhibited at the following venues between 2015 – 2018:

The Sarjeant Gallery Te Whare o Rehua Whanganui (NZ), SCAPE Public Art Christchurch (NZ), Te Manawa Museuam of Art, Science and History Palmerston North (NZ), Waikato Museum Te Whare Taonga o Waikato (NZ), Tauranga Art Gallery (NZ).

What you will find on this page: ‘The Horses Stayed Behind’ essay by Sarah McClintock; the Sarjeant Gallery Podcast episode on ‘The Horses Stayed Behind’; a video of ‘The Horses Stayed Behind’ installed at Tauranga Art Gallery, and images from the development and subsequent installations of the project. For an Art News article on the project please visit here. Two watch to an artist about the project talk please visit this journal entry.

THE HORSES STAYED BEHIND

Cat Auburn, 2015. ‘The Horses Stayed Behind (detail)’. horse hair, copper, linen.

 

National Army Museum Te Mata Toa. Accession Number: 2008.41, Albert Crum Collection. ‘Shooting wounded horse‘, (Ministry for Culture and Heritage).

 

The following text is an essay written by New Zealand curator, Sarah McClintock to accompany the touring exhibition.

It has been a hundred years since 100,000 New Zealand men and women left the shores of Aotearoa to serve on the battlefields of World War One. Over the four years marking the centenary of this war, projects from across the country are being launched to commemorate the sacrifices made by this generation. A story that has come to light and gained more recognition is that of the war horses. Ten thousand horses left New Zealand for the front lines in World War One, but only four returned.

These riding mounts and pack horses were sent to Europe, the Middle East and the Pacific as essential assets in the fighting of this Great War. The horses were purchased or donated by members of the public and their bond with the soldiers was strong. However, at the conclusion of the war with severe transport shortages and fear of diseases, it was decided by the Government that those that had survived would not be transported back to New Zealand. Instead they were redistributed to remaining forces, sold to locals, or destroyed. Many soldiers, believing that it was in the best interest of their mounts, had their horses deemed unfit and killed instead of leaving them behind. It is easy to see correlations between the way the soldiers were regarded by those in command being reflected in the way the horses were treated. Horses and men alike were viewed as resources, their usefulness in battle was considered as paramount. Each was judged on age and fitness to gauge their effectiveness as pawns on the chessboard of geo-politic battle.

Photo of A New Zealand mounted rifleman with full equipment during First World War, 1914-1918. The horse he is riding is ‘Bess’, mount of Colonel Guy Powles, one of only four horses to return to New Zealand after WW1 (1920).  Photo: Collection of Australian War Memorial. Accession Number H03512.

 

Cat Auburn came to Whanganui to be artist-in-residence at Tylee Cottage from November 2014 to February 2015 and is well versed in the use of animals as proxies. Her sculptural work has used various animal forms to represent ideas of fragility, identity and fear. Auburn taps into the art historical use of animals as metaphor, i.e. dogs have signified loyalty, cats translate to cunning and horses signal power and glory. Auburn recognises the use of animals in art can be a form of short hand in expressing common ideas and attributes and that this understanding gives her the power to disrupt these tropes. For her residency in Whanganui Auburn built on her history of engaging with animal narratives by commemorating the lost war horses with horse hair rosettes: flowers made in the style of Victorian hair wreaths.

The Victorian fascination with the macabre finds its roots in the forty years of public mourning undertaken by Queen Victoria after the death of her husband. With grief made popular by the monarch, who after Albert’s demise wore black for the rest of her life, death became an everyday part of nineteenth century life. Mementos mori were carefully woven out of the hair of the deceased, these were then turned into items of jewellery or added to family or community hair wreaths. During the early twentieth century, as World War One raged, these wreaths were likely still hanging on the walls of family homes. The method of weaving the hair, a technique now largely lost, had to be resurrected by Auburn from one hundred year old texts, as she created something beautiful with this potentially disturbing material.

Cat Auburn, 2015. ‘The Horses Stayed Behind (detail)’. horse hair, copper, linen.

Auburn’s decision to use hair for this work was not simply a reference to the technique she employed. Hair is intimate, it grows from us and for many it is closely tied with identity. We use our hair to indicate our sexual and social alignments: undercuts, mohawks, mullets and moustaches each act as stereotypes that can be used to signal to the world our inner selves. Hair can also hold secrets, stories and myths: the Biblical Sampson held his power in his hair, apocryphal stories circulate about hair continuing to grow after death, and a common sign of the excesses of Louis XVI’s French court is the elaborate dioramas that adorned Marie Antoinette’s hair and the nineteenth century art critic John Ruskin was said to be so shocked to see body hair on his new wife that the marriage remained unconsummated until their scandalous annulment. It should be benign but hair is loaded with meaning, some of it unsettling. Hair, like war, has the power to attract and repel.

Once the connection between horses, war and hair made, the question became: how to collect the hundreds of horse hair locks that would result in a fitting memorial work? It was important for Auburn to connect with the community that would, one hundred years ago, have been supplying the military with horses. Growing up in rural Northland, Auburn spent her days riding and competing at agricultural and pastoral shows. So in late 2014, armed with scissors, plastic bags, permanent markers, and a script, Auburn revisited her youth and attended A&P shows across the lower North Island and as far away as Canterbury. With a strong social media presence, and no small amount of charm the artist told the story of the horses that left New Zealand for the war, the sacrifices they made, and asked horse owners from across the country to make a small sacrifice of their own: to donate a small clipping of full length hair from their horse or pony’s tail. The response was overwhelmingly positive and the support of the community in bringing in donations has been essential to the success of the final work.

Cat Auburn collecting donations of horsetail hair from Rachel Forrester’s police horse, Belle at the Stratford A&P Show (NZ)  2015. Photo: Sarah McClintock.

 

Examples of horse hair donations in their raw state. Photo: Cat Auburn.

 

Rather than creating a figurative motif or picture with the five hundred resulting rosettes Auburn has instead chosen to present them using a formalist aesthetic. Like a heartbeat stretched across five linen canvases the horizontal arrangement, devoid of narrative, allows each unique flower to hold onto its individuality while maintaining a role within the larger group. Each horse and rider is identifiable, in stark contrast to the anonymous fate that awaited thousands of the horses and men who left New Zealand for the war.

Detail from an infographic map designed by Joseph Salmon to locate the individual horses within the finished artwork.

 

The making of the horse hair rosettes was a ritualistic act. Every donation was put through the same process: washing, sterilisation, drying, sorting, weaving with copper wire, working into a flower, and finally stitched onto the linen canvases. Almost regimental in the making of the work, Auburn’s approach reflects the importance of the ceremonial when remembering and memorialising, particularly when it comes to death.  The rituals of mourning change across cultures, but we all have them: funerals/tangi, wearing black, and the cutting of hair are just some of the formalities we go through when someone dies. The reason for each act it not only to mark the life of the person who has gone, but to comfort those left behind.

Every donation of full length horse tail came to Auburn with a story. Some with small notes of support, others with cherished photographs and heartrending tales of riders and horses that have passed away. The cathartic nature of this project has gone well beyond the memorialisation of the World War One horses and has become an active way for members of the riding community to pay tribute to their colleagues, horses and ponies. This type of mourning, a multisensory way of expressing grief is a central part of The Horses Stayed Behind. Long forgotten events and memories of loved ones can be triggered by a smell, taste and sound. The final form the rosettes take across the canvases not only resembles a heartbeat but also an isolated audio track. The horses and riders from the past and present join together in this work with a voice that speaks of collective mourning and loss.

Cat Auburn, 2015. ‘The Horses Stayed Behind’. horse hair, copper, linen.

 

Cat Auburn, 2015. ‘The Horses Stayed Behind (detail)’. horse hair, copper, linen.

 

Through the rosettes Auburn subverts the customary memorialisation of war, complicating the heroic glory inherent in large scale bronze and marble statuary. These very serious and dour sculptures off a two dimensional view of history at best: the conqueror standing tall surveying his dominion. This interpretation of history is destabilised by Auburn on multiple levels.  The first being the flipping of the story from vertical to horizontal with the five metre long canvas. Traditional war memorials are often towering figures and structures that loom over the viewer. Auburn gives her commemorative work a human scale by placing the horse hair rosettes along a horizontal axis. We can view the work at our own level, seeing its detail and complexity.

Auburn’s interest in the manipulation of history through public art is made explicit in the display of a fragment from the bronze memorial to the ANZAC Mounted Rifles, Camel Corps and the Desert Mounted Corps which was erected in Port Said in 1932. The monument was destroyed in the 1956 Suez conflict and one of heads from the horses depicted is now on display at the Australian War Memorial. The original sculpture portrayed two ANZAC mounted soldiers: one an Australian and the other a New Zealander. Shown as colleagues and equals heading into battle, the message of the monument shifted significantly after it was destroyed and remade in Australia. The new monument, of which two were made, shows an Australian Light Horseman coming to the aid of the New Zealand Mounted Rifleman. The re-contextualisation of the monument is indicative of the casual ways in which history can be changed over time. This fragment, on loan for the exhibition from the Australian War Memorial, is minute. So small when compared to the massive sculpture form which it originated.  Its inclusion confronts the fact that public memory and our collective understanding of history is often placed within these giant bronze monuments that have little relation to actual events.

 ‘Egypt. Port Said & canal zone. Port Said, the Anzac War Memorial‘, [between 1934 and 1939]. Reproduction Number: LC-DIG-matpc-22334. Library of Congress Prints and Photographs Division Washington, D.C. USA .

 

Photo: The destruction of the ANZAC Mounted Rifles, Camel Corps and the Desert Mounted Corps Memorial Monument in Port Said – 1956.  Source: Unknown.  The artist would be very grateful to have more information on the provenance of this image.

 

The horse hair oud made for this exhibition is a Middle Eastern string instrument not unlike a lute and acts as a nod to another side of the World War One story. In the recent commemorations surrounding the centenary of World War One the impact of war on the allied troops is fundamental to the stories we are told. Understandably one aspect of war often forgotten is the effect the events had on the ‘enemy’. Almost twice as many Ottoman Turk and Arab soldiers were killed or wounded at Gallipoli when compared with the Allied casualties.[1]  Auburn wants us to consider that each of these enemy combatants were as much victims as the New Zealanders who were injured or lost their lives. The tone of the oud, sorrowful to Western ears, acts as an aural link to the feelings of loss. It is for this reason that Auburn worked with a UK-based luthier to make the oud utilising some of the donated horse hair.

Cat Auburn, 2015. ‘The Horses Stayed Behind (oud)’. horse hair, resin, NZ timber. To see the construction of the oud please visit this post by Steve Evans of Beltona Resonators.

 

Auburn is conscious of the role gender plays in the telling of these stories. She wants to open up the ways in which we commemorate events that have impacted in the nation as a whole. By using a craft-based medium, primarily undertaken by woman to represent the traditionally masculine domain of war, Auburn asks the viewer to consider an expanded approach to memorialisation. Do all war memorials need to be statues? Can we not adopt a more inclusive way of remembering? This interest in communal memory making is emblematic of the collaborative way the work was made. Auburn has consciously referred to the work as a project throughout its development. Art often brings to mind the artist working independently on a singular work, what Auburn has done with The Horses Stayed Behind is bring her vision to a community who have rallied around to help her create the final piece.

The Horses Stayed Behind deals with complicated ideas in a gentle way. Auburn takes our hand and leads us through a complex and layered way of understanding grief, memory and time.

Text by Sarah McClintock.

[1] ‘Gallipoli’ http://www.nzhistory.net.nz/media/interactive/gallipoli-casualties-country

The Sarjeant Gallery Podcast – Episode One – The Horses Stayed Behind

‘The Memoir of J. F. Rudd’ (2022-23) Bronze sc ‘The Memoir of J. F. Rudd’ (2022-23) Bronze sculpture; film projection.

This suite of autotheoretical artworks reimagines the Anzac legend. My intention is to challenge commemorative practices. In the film, my voice halting reads the handwritten memoir of a World War One veteran, while this same memoir is meticulously threaded with thousands of bronze beads. In The Memoir of J. F. Rudd, I foreground my autobiographic self—a self that isn’t demographically visible within the Anzac legend yet remains subject to its influence.

One of my thinking companions is Anzac WWI veteran, Lance Corporal James Foster Rudd (1891–1982). I found Rudd to be poetic and a wonderful storyteller whom I admire. By virtue of his association with the Anzac legend, Rudd’s personal experiences are understood through it. By virtue of the locations in which I was raised, I also understand myself through the legend, even though I don’t see myself in it. This becomes a troubled merger of individual and collective identity. It is further compounded because the Anzacs are not seen as individuals but as a “collective entity” into which Rudd’s distinctiveness is compressed.

I explore this complicated weaving of individual and collective identity by co-centring my own and Rudd’s experiences with the Anzac legend through artistic practices such as threading beads, narrating, self-filming, swimming, and bronze casting. These artistic practices aim to disrupt the prevailing heroic narrative of the Anzac legend, in a shift away from what, in her essay, The Carrier Bag Theory of Fiction, Ursula K. Le Guin terms the “killer story.” 

These works challenge the institutional frameworks of collective remembering (and forgetting) that play into the instrumentalization of Anzac narratives for national identity. I shift the focus of the Anzac narrative from that of conflict, violence, conquering, or being conquered to storytelling as a process of ongoing change and development. 
This artwork is on display in ‘Approaching Home’, a joint exhibition with @cmborland at @aratoimuseum. Photos: 1-2 Keith Hunter; 3 Lucia Zanmonti; 4-9 @cat.auburn
‘How to Make a Miniature of the Demolition of th ‘How to Make a Miniature of the Demolition of the Eighteen Arch Ashlar Bridge at Asluj, First World War, 1917’ (2019 – 2024) is a suite of artworks undertaken over five years: a sculpture cast in bronze and made with 30 meters of bobbin lace woven from my own hair, and a time-lapse video essay that follows the creation of the sculpture. 

This suite of artworks interrogates the sense of dissonance I feel when experiencing representations of the Anzac legend. This sense of dissonance has compelled me to find a different approach to the forms of nostalgic reenactment and material languages of commemoration typical of Anzac memorial.

This artwork uses a photograph of a bridge demolished by Anzac troops in South Palestine during WWI as a starting point. It captures one of many tales exemplifying Anzac character traits bequeathed to contemporary Aotearoa: masculine stoicism and understated resourcefulness. 

This narrative was complicated by my experience in Jordan in 2018. I was told that Aotearoa New Zealanders are not popular in Jordan because ‘we’ were the foot soldiers who helped implement the British Mandate in the region, resulting in decades of unrest in the Middle East. This ran counter to the narrative I had grown up with: that New Zealanders have only had a positive influence on international events.

By filming myself sculpting the scene at Asluj, including my own voice and stories within the film, using my hair as material, and casting the traditional commemorative material bronze at a domestic rather than monumental scale, I use artistic materials and processes to theorise what it would be like to experience myself within an Anzac narrative. In this way I autotheoretically question how my own national identity operates from an international position, both as an antagonist when positioned within Jordan, and as Pākehā whilst living in Scotland and unable to visit ‘home’ during the COVID-19 pandemic.

This artwork is on display in ‘Approaching Home’, a joint exhibition with @cmborland at @aratoi museum.

Images: 1-5 Lucia Zanmonti; 6-9 @catauburn; 10 Palestinian Exploration Fund, London.
We have officially wrapped up our Te Whare Hēra r We have officially wrapped up our Te Whare Hēra residency! Huge thanks to everyone who supported us along the way and pivoted so quickly to accommodate Christine’s access needs. @tewharehera 
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It’s been an incredible journey, and we’re so grateful for the opportunity. Residencies like this are essential for artists – they offer us the chance to explore new ideas, challenge ourselves, and connect more deeply with our work and the communities around us.

Our ‘Approach Home’ exhibition is still open @aratoimuseum until October 27th, so be sure to check it out if you’re in Masteron. 

Photos: @cmborland @cat.auburn @moonpurr @caroline_mcquarrie

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“Charkha Conversations” Cat Auburn and Christi “Charkha Conversations”
Cat Auburn and Christine Borland (2024). Letters on hand-made harakeke paper, Charkha spinning wheel.
 
“Approaching Home” includes a new, collaborative artwork by Cat and Christine based on an archival source: “The Report of the Flax Commissioners, 1870” which documents an exchange of research, fibre and botanical samples between Aotearoa and Scotland relating to commercialising production of the plant-fibre sacred to Māori, harakeke. Named by Europeans as New Zealand Flax, descendants of the original plant samples still grow in Scotland today.
 
Counter to the many letters which form part of the Report, the artists’ exchange is a conversation between friends, led by personal encounters with harakeke. The dialogue forms an important, live component of the exhibition; Cat and Christine were originally meant to travel to Aotearoa together, however Christine remains in Scotland due to illness.
 
The letters are handwritten on paper made from harakeke, sourced around the artists’ home. Embracing the slow exchange of written information, Cat and Christine share encounters and learn from the individuals and communities who care for harakeke in Scotland and Aotearoa, acknowledging the global significance of Māori traditions in narrating complex dialogues around the shared colonial histories and futures of textile production.
 
The letters are exhibited alongside a portable Book Charkha spinning wheel, a tool which binds both artist’s practices, through production of the numerous hand spun threads in
“Approaching Home”. The Charkha was designed by Mahatma Ghandi as both a means to financial independence for all India’s citizens, and a method of non-violent protest, successful in re-establishing the local textile industry, away from Colonial British control. 
📷 @cmborland Lucia Zanmonti @cat.auburn 
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Please join us for our online artist talk 23rd Sep Please join us for our online artist talk
23rd September 2024
7:00pm NZ 8:00am UK
For Zoom Link Email Lily Dowd
L.dowd@massey.ac.nz

We invite you to join us for an online discussion facilitated by Sarah McClintock, about our current exhibition Approaching Home. 

Approaching Home is a meeting of works by two female artist-friends from different generations, connected across the world by a shared settler colonial history. Cat is from Aotearoa and now lives in Argyll, Scotland. Christine was born in Ayrshire and her home is also in Argyll.

The artists have collaboratively produced the exhibition, focusing on carefully
chosen materials, processes and iterative works to introduce and question the
concept of ‘home’ through shared colonial histories, ecological pathways and
endangered making traditions. 

Approaching Home is on now at @aratoimuseum
Exhibition supported by the Jan Warburton Trust and @tewharehera 

Image: Lucia Zanmonti
Our exhibition ‘Approaching Home’ has official Our exhibition ‘Approaching Home’ has officially opened @aratoimuseum! Details to follow about a public program of events, both in person and online.

‘Approaching Home’ is a meeting of works by two female artist-friends from different generations, connected across the world by a shared settler colonial history.  Cat is from Aotearoa and now lives in Argyll, Scotland. Christine was born in Ayrshire and her home is also in Argyll.
 
The artists have collaboratively produced the exhibition, focusing on carefully chosen materials, processes and iterative works to introduce and question the concept of ‘home’ through shared colonial histories, ecological pathways and endangered making traditions. 
 
Cat’s bronze, film and textile-based artworks were developed during a period of doctoral research into trans-Tasman Anzac-related narratives of national identity and collective memory. Christine’s on-going series’ of film, cloth and printworks attend to both historical and future-facing lore surrounding the growing and hand-working of plant-based textiles.
 
Approaching Home works with shared material culture, autotheoretical art practices and intentional knowledge-sharing, to weave enduring cross-cultural conversations.

With thanks to @tewharehera Artist Residency and The Jan Warburton Trust for supporting our exhibition 🤍

Additional support from @northumbriauni #HopeScottTrust
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@toi_rauwharangi @wgtncc #dickinstitute @c_n_o_s_
 
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Exciting news! Our artwork has arrived in Aotearoa Exciting news! Our artwork has arrived in Aotearoa New Zealand, and we’re about to start installing it @aratoimuseum. It is a huge gallery space and we’re up for the challenge of filling it with the contents of this wee crate - thankfully threads and fibres pack down small!  Working collaboratively, yet remotely is an encounter of care and friendship - we appreciate the support of the staff at Aratoi and @tewharehera in giving us the time and space to collaborate across timezones - there is currently an 11 hour time difference between Scotland and Aotearoa but waking up to lots of video notes is a real joy!

Thanks to the Jan Warburton Trust for helping us with shipping, and to @constantine and @globalspecialisedservices for the safe delivery our artwork across the world.

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Image by @moonpurr
Cat has arrived in Aotearoa New Zealand! 🌿✨ I Cat has arrived in Aotearoa New Zealand! 🌿✨ It is the first week of our artist residency with Christine attending virtually at @tewharehera in Wellington. Thank you to @moonpurr @mrhicksetc @febvrerichards @lily_dowd_  @caroline_mcquarrie, and the teams at @toi_rauwharangi and @aratoimuseum for making us feel so welcome.

Photo 1: L Christine Borland, photo by @realifersross. R Cat Auburn at Te Whare Hēra, photo by @moonpurr
Photo 2: L Kilcreggan waterfront, Scotland. R Wellington harbour, Aotearoa.

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